I hate myself because I had a strange dream

So basically I had a dream where I f**ked M****** M**** and I’m disgusted with myself but at the same I feel as though now I’m actually attracted to him now and I don’t know how to get over this feeling of self hatred because I feel like I’ve just lost all of my dignity and I don’t know how to move on and forget this ever happened because every time I try to forget it I just remember and I think about it. This might seem stupid but it’s really distracting me from my studies, which is inconvenient. I tried to distract myself back by reading and watching movies bit nothing is working.

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