So I sent an almost nude pic of my ex (no face, just cleavage) to my friend in order to trade? But this friend and I are not really close and I’m 30% sure he’ll leak it. But f**k the real killer is that my ex trusts me a lot and we’re still close and I just feel like I don’t deserve it. I don’t want her to know because it’ll only hurt her. I’m trying to justify my guilt by thinking of ways to punish myself and get rid of this guilt but honestly at the same time I’m just keeping this to myself so I can let the guilt eat at me from the inside, because I think that’s the least I deserve.