I’m 15 years old, turned 15 recently actually and I am with a 21 year old man. He thinks I’m 18 and I can’t explain how bad I feel about not telling him. I never told him my age and one day he said I was 18 to a bud of his and I just had to keep it going. I like him a lot and can see myself with him later in life, we don’t live near each other either. I’m not into having sex with anyone and he’s said he is fine with not having sex.
I don’t want him to leave me because of my age and I don’t know how to tell him I’m not actually legal. I just don’t want him to leave me, he makes me feel genuinely happy unlike other boys and girls my age. I want to tell him, but in return i’ll loose our friendship and more friends. Plus he would hate himself for it and I just can’t do that to him. I care to much.