I am currently in Grade 12 living in a hostel for almost 2 years now. In the beginning of 2019 I started lying to everyone about my grades and deep faked them. I kept on lying about my marks and even sent fake attendance notifications to my parents. I stopped going to school and I would just rather waste my days watching YouTube and doing nothing productive at all. I really don’t know what to do and am scared what will happen next. I have to confess to them but I just wish I could go back and stop my stupid self from destroying everything for me. I stay in isolation, don’t even chat with my roommates and always just keep myself engrossed in my phone. I don’t have any friends and I just lie to everyone I know.