Will I ever find someone?

For all my life, love has been one of the biggest questions for me. Ever since I was young, I would day dream about my future husband and about what my future love life would hold. I never expected it to be so bleak. I’m not the prettiest flower in the field. I’m not picked first. No guy has ever asked me out, kissed me, seemed interested in me, or really ever had a full blown conversation with me. I’m over looked all the time by all the perfect bodied, pretty faced, popular girls at my school. I wish that personality wa spooked at more but I guess that’s just how teenagers are. Now as I’m starting to get closer to graduating, it’s scaring me. Will I ever find someone? Will someone ever like me for who I am? Will I ever get that life where someone loves you so much that they want to spend the rest of their life with you? Will anyone see that I’m worth loving and that I would give a relationship my all?

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