I have a life long crush on one of my good friends. I’ve known her since childhood, and she’s super fun as well as super supportive. I tried to get over it a few times, but the feelings kept crawling back into my heart. You could say I’m obsessed. We’re not together though, she turned me down a while ago. I recently started feeling more lonely than usual, and even though I’m super picky, there are still a few other girls that entice me. I kinda want to try to ask someone out (someone that hasn’t turned me down yet). But every time I consider the idea, my mind subconsciously rejects it. That friend is basically the love of my life, I feel like I’d be betraying my true feelings if I’ll try to be with someone else, even though I know I’m probably never gonna be with her. Even if I do start going out with someone else, I don’t think I’d be able to hold a relationship when another girl is in the back of my mind almost 24/7. The best thing is probably to let go. Entirely and properly. But how do I do that????