I think I like a complete butthole

I’m a Christian and I am pretty young. I think I like this boy who goes to my church who is a completely terrible person. I don’t know why I might like him. I just know that he brings out every single emotion all at once and my really doesn’t give a flying fart side of me out that no one seemed to like at all. I keeping the favorite part of me away and he makes me want to bring it out. He used to be sweet and kind and caring but we were also nine and I “dated” him off of a dare but now I don’t know how I feel. The moment I thought of this was on Men’s Day at my church where he hovered over me and I felt protected and safe, and all I wanted to do is kiss him now that we are much older. I just don’t know how I feel because when he opens his mouth I know why I didn’t like him the majority of my life. But I’m confused and don’t truly know if I like him or not. I’m leaning more towards NO but I don’t know!!! What should I do????

One Reply to “I think I like a complete butthole”

  1. It sounds like you really like this guy, you just don’t want to admit it. If I were you I’d make my feelings known and see how it goes.
    If it goes bad all you’ve really lost was someone you weren’t sure you liked anyways

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