I got a last min call up from my coach to prepare for a competition. I don’t mind playing backup but why do u give me false hope by telling me that I will be participating. I even practice by myself late into the night to ensure that I am ready for the game. Deep in my heart, I know it is better to exclude me from the game since i wasn’t that well prepared as compared to others, but please don’t give me false hope. Just be honest with me that I would be playing backup. I don’t mind really!