I don’t self harm often at all. I’m not obsessive with it because I know it’s bad and I know that it’s extremly addictive and it can lead me to a bad habit. Though I can’t understand why I self harm, I do it because I want to. It makes me sound crazy but I just do it because I want to. Sometimes when i’m in a bad state it pops up and I usually ignore it but sometimes i take that suggestion to heart and just do it because I have nothing loose.