Hi readers! I hope you all are fine and in a good health. This is my confession.
I live with my parents. My mother is kind and close to me. My father, well, i have been trying to accept him. It is not like i dont love him as my father but his action is unpredictable. I dont know what he is going to feel or act from one to another day. Sometimes he is in a good mood, sometimes he gets angry and shout at me and my mother for no reason or small mistakes and that makes me afraid and confused. It has been happening since i was a kid until this day. He also always put my mother in an embarrassing situation.
Even though today he has a good mood, suddenly my mind thought about him when he was angry. All the flashbacks about him being a disaster towards me and my mother would destroy the peaceful situation that we experience. Once, i suggested my mother that she needs to divorce him however she rejected the idea. Deep down in my heart i dont want her to be miserable and let alone myself. What should i do?