My mom dislikes me, she takes her anger out on me and puts me into depression. Every time I’m not with or by my mom I have anxiety attacks I think she is angry at that very moment and when I come home she will take it out on me. I cut myself and cry often. Just now it is 10:45 at night and her and my dad were talking and she states to him “ I just want that little sh*t out of my life “. On the rare times she isn’t mad at me I ask her for a chance to see a therapist or at least talk to a counselor, but this just sends her right back into a blind rage.