I’ve been feeling like shit since me and my boyfriend opened our relationship and T joined us. I’m so angry at both of them because they leave me out and act like I don’t exist. Our relationship was open before T joined, and he’s a really nice guy, but he just makes me uncomfortable. I even asked that they not start dating? But they did? And I feel like actual shit for wanting either of their attention and I just feel like I’m not good enough for either of them. I know I’m selfish. I know I’m jealous. And I hate it.