I am strongly infatuated towards one of my female colleague. Ohh god she is sweet to talk to and damn mature person. She is very sensible and mature which I ways wanted to be with but she is so reserved by nature that she does not talk to me much. In fact we are not even good friends. I keep thinking about her all the time. I know we can never be together. I always imagined we as very close friends but even that is also not possible due to her reserve nature. Ohh god, I want to leave this office and want to forget her if possible. Her sweetness is making my life difficult.