Im a failure

I had emotions for someone and was lead to believe they had emotions for me too.
after getting drunk at a party I confessed to her over the phone that I liked her. I don’t remember what she said but I know it was bad so I drank away the thoughts. I’m now in a vicious cycle of self hatred and destruction. She was perfect for me and made me feel happy for the first time in a while. Now she won’t even pick up the phone. I’m lost without being able to talk to her.

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