I don’t know what I’m doing with my life, and I have no talent and no money. I am jealous of my best friend. I know she loves me and she cares a lot. Even I love her unconditionally, but at the same time I get jealous of her, she is a university topper, sings and dances well, she has a natural talent of painting and everyone loves her. It’s not like I don’t want her to get better, but I’m just lost, I’m feeling I don’t deserve her as my friend. I just want something I can do for something people can like me.