I hate myself

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life, and I have no talent and no money. I am jealous of my best friend. I know she loves me and she cares a lot. Even I love her unconditionally, but at the same time I get jealous of her, she is a university topper, sings and dances well, she has a natural talent of painting and everyone loves her. It’s not like I don’t want her to get better, but I’m just lost, I’m feeling I don’t deserve her as my friend. I just want something I can do for something people can like me.

One Reply to “I hate myself”

  1. People don’t always like a person for there talent but there actions , like I’m a good singer and dancer but no one knows me for hat they know me for my kindness and how good of a listener I am. They also know how smart i am so you don’t need to find something your good just find something you want to be known for and work on it. There is no need to be jealous of your best friend though we all get jealous sometimes. If she heard you say that she would probably laugh the first time and feel bad when you say you actually mean it. but i thin you should tell her maybe she could find something good about you for instance why she became your best friend in the first place and you could use that to draw more people towards you.

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