Im no good for anyone. For anything. Im not good at being a daughter, not good at being a sister, not good at being a friend. Not good with guys, not good at anything. Not even good at hurting myself. Never enough. And this feeling eats me alive. I keep hoping one day they ll be someone that loves me or at least sees something good at me. Im 18 and its so frustrating being an adult and not being able to do anything to change your life. I would really want to get out of my house but how can i? I dont have money, need to study university and dont know were to stay? they tell us that at 18 everything changes. And it does: to worse. I feel empty and I know that isn’t going to change ever, there s something in me that tells me im not good enough for this life.