I hate myself, my looks ,my laugh, my personality .everything. I want to kill myself. Just get it over and done with. But then people who know this can’t hekp and the ones who can help me don’t know… I think I have fallen in love but my thoughts are making me constantly scared that if he knows all he will hate me and his feelings for me will stop. He will just break up with me and never look back. And all I do it cut punch and dig my nails deep in my skin. Punishment for the Disappointment That I am and that I was born in the first place. So f**k life, f**k all of it.