I’ve been depressed for six years and no one knows.
Both of my parents had it and my brother also had it so I’m honestly not surprised.
But I want to end myself so bad.
I don’t want help and I don’t want to talk about myself to anyone.
My mum has trained in suicide awareness for years and has never noticed that I’m slowly deteriorating right next to her.
I push everyone away from me.

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  1. Hi, I am sorry to hear that you are suffering from depression. I am no expert in this, but I believe depression is something that can be overcome with collective effort from yourself, family and professional therapist. Therefore it is better if you let your family know and seek treatment together. The solution is there, you just have to grab it. Remember, don’t lock yourself up. Sometimes in life, you can fall down holes you can’t climb out by yourself. That’s what family, friends and professional therapist are for – to help. They can’t help, however, unless you let them know you’re down there. So please, treasure your life, treasure your family, and together you can overcome this. I will pray for your recovery and happiness in life. Good luck.

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