Why must it hurt so bad to lose you? One day you just completely turned on me, and it felt like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. We swore since we were young kids in kindergarten that we would never, ever leave each other. We had plans to live out our lives and go to the same college. Now, 9 years later, you broke that promise. I don’t even know why I tear myself apart every time I see you. And when you see me, it’s like we are strangers. It hurts so much because it’s like I’ve never even met you. Who is this person you have become? Why did you turn? Why are you suddenly telling everyone I’m the bad guy? The girl who hardly speaks? For THIS VERY REASON?! All I want to say is, I love you. I cherish the memories we have made and I wish you well in life. I’ll always be there for you, even though you won’t be there for me. That’s what I am. A person who helps anyone, even that that someone has put me in a bad place. I’m finally moving on in my life, have found new friends, and I’m finally coming out of my shell. I hope you’re happy for me. I miss you, and have a good life.